I wish....

....that I didn't have to get up early tomorrow.

....that my stomach would stop growling.

....that I had more courage to stand up and make my opinion known.

....that I could see what my future holds.

....that I have a job post-graduation.

....that there were more people that think outside the box.

....that Atlanta wasn't such an expensive city.

....that my hands aren't constantly freezing.

....that spring would come faster


Wishing upon little starts is all good, but I really need to make some of those things reality for myself. Every now and then I loose a bit of confidence and falter a little. I just don't want to be pushed over, and taken advantage of in my moment of weakness.

I also wish that everyone has a happy Tuesday night :)

argh

I'm tired. My eye balls want to be draped with my eyelids for at least 8 hrs straight for once. Four a.m. is getting mighty old. I'm still loving my new rotation, but it's killing me having to get up so early three (five, if you count class too) times a week.

I decided to hold off on moving back to the city until I know for certain that I'll have a job post graduation. I just started working on my resume and will be leaving it w/ the supervisors when I'm wrapping up my last clinical rotation. I only have one more that's starting in March, and I'll most likely stay at my current location and go into the NICU. I think I can deal with tiny crying babies, but I'd rather not try to pacify an angry three year old that is supposed to be taking an Albuterol treatment who has a wicked right hook (true story, happened to a friend at a children's hospital).

Anywho. Things are moving right a long. Next thing I know... I'll have RRT behind my name :) Niiiiice.